alright, so it has beena really long time since i have been around here. My computer at my house doesnt work so i am on the nickels right now. But anyway, things have been pretty good lately. I dont really have anything to complain about. Soft ball has been going really well for me, we played last night which was sweet. I got to start,and i ended up getting the game ball. i hit in the winning run, got a double and like 4 RBI's which is freaking sweet for me. We play southfield christian tomorrow, and i think that i am going to getto play becuase our catcher is ineligable and they had to rotate the spots around. But whatever.

So my parents are actually starting to talk to each othera again which is cool, i have been going back and forth between my mom and my dads house. Im getting used to thiswhole divorce thing though and now that it is becoming like more and more final i am starting to accept the fact that my mom has a b/f.

Things with my friends arestill on the limb. Me and missy are tight which is cool, me and AD are becoming closer thanks to softball season, me and my twin (Crystal) are pretty tight right now even though she still annoys the shit out of me sometimes. Me and Chris dont talk all that much anymore, which kinda sucks because he was like my best friend at one point. Me and Logan dont really talk at all anymore, which really sucks. I miss talking to him all the time. Me and Jessie.....OMG we arent on the best of terms. I am not going into detail, but she is seriously one of the most 2 faced people i have EVER met.

But i think that i am going to head out now because i have some stuff to do, and homework and i have to check my mail, but yeah iwill talk to you all later.

Yeah, so this weekend wasnt all that bad. Actually it wasnt bad at all. Friday i told you all about the bonfire and the dinner and all that shit, which was really fun. And then saturday i went over to Missy's for a while and just chilled. We watched meet the Fockers. That movie is great. I played Tetris Attack with Bryce which was cool. Then my mom and her boyfriend picked me up and we went to see Guys and Dolls and his daughters school. I wasnt too happy with the whole idea of having to hang out with this guy and having to spend the night in his house and all that. But i met one of his daughters and she was pretty cool. The play was pretty boring and all that, but hey. Then we went to Denny's at like midnight and had dinner. It was crazy i could not stop laughing the whole time. I hate to say this, but it was actually kinda fun. And then we went to his house in Grose Ile. He lives with his sister and his brother in law, but OMG that house was fucking sweet. Like it is exactly what i want my house to look like when i get older. But yeah, i dont know i feel a little better about this whole thing which is good. We are all going to Mertel Beach this summer. I am actually looking foreward to it now. But yeah. I am at Missy's house now, and i have to get back to trying to teach myself math, so i will talk to you all later.

so, yeah we lost our game today 4-3. That kinda sucks....actually it DOES suck. O well theres not much that we can do about it now...its over....were still in the lead. yay. Yeah so after our game we had a team dinner thing at coaches house, it was fun. Seriously people on that team are fucking crazy...but i still love them. Then we got yelled at by coach Joe D's wife for going into coach Brians room. That was funny.

so enough about softball... i fucking hate math. I hate Mr.Acre, and its because of him i hate it. We have a test tuesday, and i dont know any of the shit that we are doing. I ask him for help, and he bitches me out and tells me that i'm not even trying and that all i want is for him to tell me the answer so i dont have to do it. Yeah  and then he tries to tell me that i dont pay attention in class...yeah, right i pay so much fucking attention in that class that i could seriously tell you how many times a day you pick your fucking belly button, and how many times you have your fucking hands down your pants. OMG i hate him, he is the most perverted, annoying teacher ever. I hate him...I hate math. But if anyone is good at math, and is willing to help me out let me know please, because i already got bitched out by my mom , ad i rreally dont feel like having her talk to this man.

I went to a bonfire today it was fun. I went with Jacob, Abby, and Val. Yeah, i dont remember if you all remember when i used to like be in love with Jacob, but yeah his g/f was there tonight and i was sad. I still love this kid so much. But i swear i have problems. i get way to connected to people way to much. Grrrr.

My life was going so well a few weeks ago, i mean i had Logan and Missy to talk to like whenever, and to hang out with a little, i had good grades, i caured about things, and now, its like everything has changed. Missy is with Bryce all the time, Logan is always busy, my grades suck, i dont care about anything really all that much anymore, i just hope that sooner or later everything will come together.

Alright, well i am lonely, i am tired, i am bored and nobody is talking to me anymore, so i think that i am going to go to bed. later.